Here we are again… a whole year since my last post. I’m done promising that I will keep it up for others. I would get rid of it all together except I feel like it has been there through a lot of things in my life. Especially through Kenya. And LOTS of days of singleness. I’m just not quite comfortable with just letting it fall away. So I’m going to just keep it up for me.
There have been some huge changes this past year that I want to chronicle. There is no way I can account for the whole last year, so here are just the high points.
August 2013: I got a permanent afternoon job at Aldersgate WCM and instantly felt at peace about being there.
Some where after that Laura finally bought a wedding dress and a date was established.
Dad was in ICU with a bleeding stomach ulcer. It was touch and go for a few days and we thought at one point that we were going to loose him. I truly saw my church family become a family during this time. They loved on us and ministered to us in some amazingly beautiful ways.
January 2014: I got a full time teaching position at Aldersgate and fell in love with my class. I knew this was what I was supposed to be doing. I had lots of incredibly hard days. It challenged me in ways I was not expecting. Made me question a lot about myself. Made me see new ways of loving and caring for little ones.
Somewhere in here I threw my first lingerie shower for Laura. It was fun. And awkward. And a totally new experience. I’m glad we were able to do it for her even though we toned it down A LOT from what we joked about doing.
I also met my neighbors and I am so glad that I did. They have become some truly great friends. Without them knowing it I’m sure, they have almost daily challenged me to live the gospel out in both word and action.
March 2014: Joey and Laura FINALLY got married. We didn’t know if we would ever make it to this day to be honest. It was amazing. It was hard for me personally, I won’t sugar coat that, but it was beautiful to be part of all the background planning and chaos. I was so thankful to be able to watch their relationship grow to the next level. I’m so excited to see how it continues to change and develop over time.
I also became part of a singles bible study group. We are all middle to late 20s and early 30s, so I was glad to be with people in my own walk of life and experiences. It is through a Presbyterian church. I really enjoyed it. I was both challenged and accepted as friend at the same time. I cannot wait for fellowship with these people to start up again.
June 2014: I ran into someone while I was out with mom for dinner one night. His name is Ben. It was so unexpected and wonderful. We went out on many dates and had some personal and difficult talks, and we decided to make it official and enter into a courtship on June 21st. It has been hard. I won’t lie about it. I’ve cried a lot more lately. But I’ve also smiled and laughed and been super excited more a lot lately too. We are still getting to know each other, but I can say that I am honestly at peace about us. I have very little doubt that we will be together. I would be surprised if we did not get married some time next year. I haven’t enjoyed working through the barriers I’ve put up over the years or through the hurdles that are required in any normal relationships. Thankfully Ben gets along with my family wonderfully. And Joey and Laura really like him – which is a big deal for me. I also get along with his family well, at least his parents since that is all I’ve met. But he points me back to the gospel almost daily which is truly a godsend. I won’t even pretend that I don’t need that.
August 2014: That catches up to now. I started my new school year a couple of weeks ago, and while I love it, I won’t lie that is has been tough. The kids have been a challenge. We are in a stage of constant crying, breaking blanket addictions, learning new routines and attempting to potty train. It. Is. Tough. but rewarding, in it’s own way.
And in just a couple days I will turn 27! When did that happen? How in my late twenties already with such little to show for it? I feel like life has just flown on by and I forgot to stop and smell the flowers a couple years along the way. I’m hoping a new year will bring some great challenges, new twists and turns, and hopefully a few surprises along the way. :) Here’s to new beginnings.